Riiiiiight. So when I'm not at this page, I've plenty thoughts in my head, saying that I should blog them later. But when I'm hereeeee, I can't remember what I wanna put in this box. :( Oh now I remember!

Firstly..
Happy forth to you baby! :D
Though you aren't here & not in the right condition to spend today with me, I still love you. :D I want you to get well soon & you're gonna pay me back all that you owe me. I don't care, I'm gonna be demanding for once. Thank you for the past four months of loving. :) I want more months & years with you. I know everything has been tough for us, but I'm sure we'll pull it through. Right now, your dumb wifey's looking forward to see you tmr at Outram station & we'll go Lot1 to collect your sexy pair of jeans & off to yourour home. Heheh no one is home, so it's oursssss. (:
I love you baby. <3
Muahs!

And we could be more than just amazing. :]

Slept at three yesterday. Talked to Anita on the phone & baby called just before I go to bed. :D Happiest though the conversation didn't last long & could not last 'cos she was in great pain & definitely drowsy from the medication she had. I'm down with cough & sore throat. )= & I'm still eating apples, chilli & uh drinking hot milo. Hahah. I'm staying indoors today. Gonna wait by the phone for baby's text. I miss her so much. :( And whenever my phone rings or vibrates, I'd run back to the room & get it. Excited for nothing, it's always not her.

I'm so stuck on you baby.
Tell me, tell me what am I supposed to do.

Random fact : Stupid Girl's MTV by Pink is cuteeee. :]

My current..
Reading: The Rise And Fall Of A 10th Grader, my Literature notes!
Playing: Fall Out Boy's Dance, Dance
Craving: Shaker Fries & bubble teaaa :D
Thinking: What's baby doing, if she's awake & feeling better.
Wanting: To take prints. HAHA Right Qiaos? :)

Very random entry, yes. :D I saved the entry as a draft just now & now at 6.42pm, I'm editing it. :D I slept before that 'cos there's nothing much I could do. Dad wanted to use the comp luh. I still haven't receive anything from baby. I'm starting to get worried, a lot more than before. >:( I was thinking if anything could have happened. :( Sigh. I hope nothing had happens though.

Zhi Yang's voice melts me. :D Er Shi Er's playing. Haw. Mum, Dad & Zel went to Compass Point while I was sleeping. I wanted to ask them to get me shaker fries & bubble tea! But I know mom is gonna be :( about it. She feels that I've been eating such unhealthy stuff too much & my hours of sleep have been lessen. She still doesn't know that I ate the herbs for sore throat & I've been drinking a lot of water. =X I guess if she finds out, she'll start nagging again. BAH.

Sorry I'm fucking boredddddddd. :D

1. Slept naked? Hahaha, nope. :)
2. Taken a shower with someone? Hm when I was younger.
3. Kissed a member of the same sex? Yeap. :]
4. Drove a car? A staionery one.
5. Stole anything? Hahah yes.
6. Are you in love? Mmhmm(:
7. Been dumped? Before yes.
8. Stole money from a friend/family member? Haha when I was younger. :X
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? Hahah yes! Valerie's dad!
10. Been in a fist fight? Nah.
11. Snuck out of your/someones house? Nope.
12. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? Mmhmmm.
13. Been arrested? Nah
14. Hugged a stranger? Nah
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Yeap.
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? Nope.
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? Nah
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? Yes! :D
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? No.
20. Lost a friend? Too many times.
21. Been on a plane? Uh huh.
22. Been to an island? Standing on one!
23. Slept in until 3? In the afternoon? Yes.
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? Yeap. :] babyxav where are you. :(
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? I'd love to.
26. Made a snow angel? Nah
27. Played dress up? When I was younger.
28. Cheated while playing a game? Yeap, when I was so desperate to win.
29. Been lonely? Uh huh.
30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night? Nah. :D
32. Felt an earthquake? No.
33. Touched a snake? Eeyur.
34. Ran a red light? Hahah all the time!
35. Been suspended from school? Never
36. Had detention? Yeh.
37. Been in a car accident? Almost.
38. Hated the way you looked? All the time
39. Made yourself throw up? Tried.
40. Crawled through a window? Nope.
41. Been lost? YES -looks at baby
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? a few times.
44. Cried yourself to sleep? All the time.
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? Yes, too many times.
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Nah
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Nope.
50. Kissed in the rain? I want!
51. Sang in the shower? Always.
52. Made love in a park? Hahah!
53. Had a dream that you married someone? :D
54. Glued your hand to something? Index finger to the thumb?
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? HAHA I can't imagine man.
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? Nope
57. Been a leader? Hehhe yes. :]
58. Had more than ten boy/girl friends? Nope
59. Didn’t take a shower for a week? Yuck.
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? Uh huh
61. Played chicken? What the hell is that?
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes!
Been dumped: Yeh before.
Gone skating: Nope
Gone skinny dipping: Nah
Dyed your hair: Yeap. :]

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Changed who you were to fit in: Yeap.
Missed school because it was raining: Wanted to!

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: Hm, 21? :D:D
Number of Children: Heheh two.
Describe your dream wedding: As long as it's with the one I love.
What country would you most like to visit: Australia.

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: Dark brown? Black is fine actually.
Best hair color?: As long as it isn't ah beng colour.
Short or long hair: Short definitely.
Height: Taller than me would do.
Best first date location: As long as I'm with the one I love la.
Articles of clothing: Uhm, look presentable?
Best first kiss location: Heh, it doesn't matter la.

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I can trust completely: Perhaps 10? Hahah!
Number of CD’s I own: Too many.
Number of piercings: A pair.
Number of tattoos: None & never will have.
Number of times been on T.V.: Hahah few times.
Number of things in my past that I regret: Too many to count.

***
Anita said this "You'll always want something you can't have" in question 12. Yeh & it really hit on me man. All I ask for now is, time. Time for my studies, time for my parents, time for my friends. And most importantly, time for baby & I. But I can't have that at all.

that's it. wait, was there even it to begin with. says:
well
that's it. wait, was there even it to begin with. says:
its time for u to be understanding, okie?

Am I not understanding enough?
How 'bout caring a little more for me?

Thanks Cheryl, you cheer up too. I hope things are fine for you & Gen. :]

Just finished dinner & I got a text from baby. She isn't feeling any better & things are sure getting worse. ): My day has been terrible as well. We haven't had a proper conversation for days. To be exact, it's been four days. I'm gonna rush down to her place tmr, after Literature paper. And I swear, I've been worried sick. I stayed by my phone all day, hoping she'd tell me something good, a call with her cheery voice would be a better one. :( Someone please cheer me up. Make me smile, bring me my favourites. Riiiight, how am I gonna study for tmr's Literature. Dang!

Such a looooooooong one.





Baby don't pretend you're sorry, I know you're not.
<3.